What is it? Burnout at work?steemCreated with Sketch.

in WORLD OF XPILARyesterday (edited)

Everyone has those moments when you just "freeze"... You sit there staring blankly at one spot with your eyes wide open.

And so, at work yesterday, at some point - I froze.
"Max, what's wrong with you?" - my colleague asked me.
And I started to wonder. What is wrong with me?

"You know, I think I'm going through complete emotional burnout. Apathy. No desire to make any plans. Everything that used to bring me emotional joy has become dull and tasteless.
Movies - uninteresting. Music - same. People seem insincere. It all feels like some small-town theater.
And only death - feels real.
It's scary to think about the future.
And you?"

"What do you mean, 'and you' ?" - my colleague asked.
"Well, what are you feeling right now?" - I asked again.
"Right now?.." - my colleague paused.
"Yes. Right now. This very moment!"
"Right now... well... right now, I want to take a dump," he said, and went to the toilet.

The ability to live in the moment - it's priceless.

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