Ballet dancer's melancholy
Hi #XPILAR and the rest of steemit
It is I again, Amanda the lost one…
Today has been a good day, my head is peaceful and my life is peaceful. I did most of the things I promised myself to do, I woke up completely in love with my @eythor-photo and going to sleep the same way ❤️
I have for you today
Ballet dancers melancholy
I have been deep in thought tonight, my life has been upturned and I had to face a truth that I have been avoiding… coming to terms with probably having borderline personality disorder stemming from abusive and a neglected childhood.
I have a hard time regulating my emotions since when I was supposed to learn it I was busy staying alive. It’s hard to learn about emotions and regulations when you’re around 40 years old.
Enough about that
I did record my Timelapse of the drawing and I’m sharing that with you guys ❤️
I do hope you’re having a wonderful day
All my love
Amanda
I love the image, it inspires wanting to continue dancing but at a slow and sure pace at the same time, Greetings.
It is nice to hear from you and to notice that you mood is better and you are healing. Ballet dancer is great, love the shadow on a wall :)
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thank you! Ive been practicing my shaddow work and drawing after a model :)