What a nice family story. It seems you really love God and the Bible because of the names you've given your children. Most at times, this pregnancy happens when we didn't expect and it's always difficult to deal with when we're out of finance,just as it happened to you. I'm grateful that your husband is a hardworking man, you went through that hard times together. Please my regards to Ezra and Psalm and please don't let Psalms cry so hard again. Take good care of your children and your husband. Steemit love you all.