I read you and identify myself every time I remember my father being gone. He just turned fourteen years old from leaving physically and I know that he is always with me even when I don't see him. The closest loved ones never leave us, they live inside us both in the memories and in their ethereal presence, imperceptible but felt.
You are very spiritual and emotional, it is always a pleasure to read you, dear friend, a hug for you and best wishes on this weekend. @galenkp