Convinced to Be Betrayed

in Freewriters9 months ago

Can I love you anyway?
Yes. But I cannot trust you.
I have to love you
or my heart becomes contaminated
with anger, fear, hatred, desire for retaliation...
They are strung together like a mobile
hanging from the ceiling.
Pull on one and they all dance around.

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So, yes. I can still love you.
And wish you well. But from a distance.

But why did I trust you?
Did I think I had control of you.
Did I allow you to have control of me?
If I can see with some detachment
that life is a drama enacted every moment...
That the script is coming from a higher sphere
and we are all actors
I can get a bowl of popcorn
and enjoy the show.

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 9 months ago 

Can we love? Well, we can but the question is how it will work out. If we love without any expectations it will all work out fine. Is that possible?
No need to pass me the bowl with popcorn it's not what I like to eat and it's hard to enjoy a show if the questions keeps repeating itself why oh why did I thought you were the one to trust (I don't mean you by the way, a great day to you dear friend).

 9 months ago 

I see it as a kind of "body building" If it doesn't kill you , it makes you stronger. Trial and error is in there too. Who to trust. Trust with what? There go those "expectations" again. My mother used to say, "Expect the worst and then be pleasantly surprised. Her way of navigating. I trust everyone that they will do whatever they will do. And that's about it. If it is a legal thing, just get it in writing and you stand a fair chance.

 9 months ago 

I am not so sure if that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, if that were the case there wouldn't be so many broken souls.
What your mother used to say is a good one, not doom thinking but realistic plus she created the surprise factor. (another expectation LOL)

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