The winners are not announced you know that and you both did not engage or make it work.
If you do not pay, do npt announce winners what do you expect from the community?

All modeeators begged you both for a solution. Not one single response on Telegram or by e-mail. Just announce and make clear why you don't pay and don't want ithers to grow your community.
You do not answer that question and it's clear your heart is not with the community.

I wish you the best. No need to answer why you refuse since you only make excuses week after week.

P. S. Posting once per week is not enough. You are the founder, owner, adm and moderator. You should promote, comment, upvote, engage since you and Seher is all there are.