I assume that if English is your native language you know how to express yourself even if there is not much emotion shown or there is no active gesturing. I know that the way I should write if I want to translate has to be different otherwise it is a big mess or I see the same word within a sentence at least five times.
Who knows one day a translator or AI will find a way unless we all speak the same language which only contains a few words. It works for toddlers so could work for us.

Isn't it amazing that with all those vocabulary and finesse we are still not able to express and understand what is meant?

Do what feels best for you. There's no need to stress, especially not at the start of a new year.