SLEEPING PILLS

When I went to the room last night, I found out that my sleeping pills were gone

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But still I lay on the bed and tried unsuccessfully to sleep but could not sleep. There were countless thoughts in my mind, the biggest of which was yours. Today it has been 3 years, 2 months and 13 days, but I tried a million Even though I couldn't forget you, I woke up surrounded by these thoughts and started looking at the things lying in the room. Suddenly my eyes fell on the mobile kept in the closet and I was lost in the past once again.

Past... There is a disease that eats man from inside like cancer and I have the same disease that has eaten me from inside. Now I want to get rid of these sleeping pills and I want a sleep that I have never had. Can't even wake up like death sleep where I have no past and no memory
You know, the biggest disadvantage of being a man is that he makes excuses for headaches that he can't cry or he can't scream, he cries inwardly.
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