I agree with @tyrex (above me) and would like to help you in a way that you might not appreciate. Steemit is a platform for you to "give" and also of course you can receive in return.

You will find that there are many generous people here, but hardly any will respond to a plea like this. So if you would like to get help, then tell your story in a way that people understand what your life is like. It is great to say that you have learned lessons from the past, but you don't want to make the reader go check this post on facebook or do research to find out about them. That is the purpose of the post in your blog. You are supposed to tell the stories here so people can learn from them what you are trying to say. If you tell a good enough story, then people will help you out on their own without you needed to ask.

When you ask, you degrade the message and it hurts you far more than it helps you. You will lose faith and trust from the ones with experience and those are the ones that will help you the most over time.

I want to help you, but it is with my advice and not my meager upvote or a resteem. I truly hope you understand because I have noticed you in so many other positive ways here and would like very much to see you succeed. Good luck with your next steps and I hope I in some small way helped you!