It's stomach churning stuff. I understand what's going on but it's still difficult especially as it's gone on so long and no-one knows how long it will continue. I've been listening to "keep stacking" "buy physical" "gold and silver have to do this or that" but unfortunately not enough people care to make a difference and TPTB have the system so wrapped up that I doubt it'll change in my lifetime as only a very few are waking up.