Go home or not

Still remember the beginning of this month. When my son and I made a passport together. Looked very happy face. He asked: "when we go to Malaysia met father?"
"As soon as the passport is ready" I answer
In fact, I had to leave alone without my son. Due to several considerations.

I am sad to have to lie him. My son is angry when I do not bring him. He's day to day do not want to talk to me on the phone.
Between going home or not, I still have to go home. Meet my son as promised. If I have to go again, I want to take my son with me.