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RE: About me... and a bit of politics because I can't help it.
What do you think that he would have made of your 26 sheep?
Hm. Minced meat?
No idea. I don't think we would have moved to the countryside together. So this question would probably never have arisen.
Everything would have been different. If he hadn't fallen ill very early on, I would probably have had children and not sheep. Who knows.
To be honest, this subject, which has been ‘closed’ for a very long time, is not something I want to philosophise about in public.
Let's meet in the pub and we can talk about very personal issues. Offer me three or four beers and I'll tell you moooore... ;-)
Not the legs though 😉
I didn't mean to pry. It's the first time that you've mentioned him to me and none of my business (in a friendly way).
No problem.
Never mentioned this chapter either (the 45 just appealed to me - to be honest, he died at the age of 44. When he fell ill, I was in my early 30s). "In former times" (LOL, I mean the beginning of my social media experience = Steemit, LOL) I used to make sure I didn't reveal anything personal about myself on the internet anyway. Then at some point I didn't care. Now there's been a change: too many people I would never have anything to do with in real life - I don't even want to show them a picture of my baby lambs - too personal... 😂
I had always wondered about the children thing, but of course, it's too personal a topic to even ask you about. I don't know... beers are out of the question. Maybe over a cup of tea or coffee—I’d love to just listen to you, not talk... just listen.
You did mention him the other day in one of your replies to my comment. I wanted to say something then but couldn’t… I didn’t want to upset you. But one day, face to face, I’d like to sit beside you and listen.
Let's put it this way... I had psychological support and good friends. That was all a while ago. Of course I would have liked to have children, but you can't put time back and I don't suffer from not having any.
Everything else then really over a good cup of tea. With your excellent bakeries. Or we could chat about voice programmes. That's certainly exciting... ;-)
I always say: suffering is part of life, with or without children. But when children come into the picture, you take on a lifetime of responsibility. It’s as if a piece of your heart is out there in the world, vulnerable and beyond your constant protection. Ufff… God tests you sometimes by giving them to you...
Looking forward to it ;))