To be a better man(2)

in #fun7 years ago

timg.jpgAt last,I gave up---because I knew how I was,fat foolish,without ambitons.I went back.I saw her again at the door when I went out---she smiled to me!!! I was raptured.At the next moment ,she said hellow to a woman beside me.oh ,fuck.I was dissapointed---but why she must smile to me,right? I just went home.I didnot want to do anything .I asked myself so many times---why did I want to get her smile?
Maybe I like her.Yes ,it was true.Oh,what can I do?