wao, am glad this write up was helpful to you, our heart really matters because that is what God looks at when it comes to forgiveness. its cool to know you are free from the pain of your past, those experiences made you stronger and that's the testimony because what the enemy meant for evil God turned it around for good, your mind was preserved and you are a living witness. If your mum doesn't want to hear or have anything to do with you despite all your sincere effort just keep praying for her and live in peace. God bless you @rhema2017.