My maximum weight hit 119.9 kg. The local chemist used to have scales you could use for 5 cents and they had a circular dial. They only went up to 120 kg before it returned, full circle, back to zero.

The last thing I wanted to do was become what I called "an all-rounder".
(As a side note, I know a woman who was so big she was the same width seen from the front as from the side, she also got the mental moniker of "all rounder").

But yeah, I haven't been less than 95kg since High School.
I am currently sitting at around 104kg, and yes, just seeing 99kg in reach is very inspiring. I must get back into tracking calories properly, but I really don't want to know what these lamington squares are doing right now, and today's weather is enough to dehydrate me in under 10 minutes.

I also lift weights occasionally, but I need to really "lift my game" so to speak and get into a routine.

It can also be an idea to look at the psychology of WHY you have this attitude towards food. My father used to scoff his food like it was a race and say "Finished!". So we kids tried to keep up. Terrible.

A fear of missing out... interesting. Something to meditate perhaps.