Not the right day

To be honest, today I do not feel my very best and just feel like everything is going against me. This month has brought in too many unfavorable situations for me and I am trying hard not to be negative about it but I am feeling like I am giving up. It started with first, my renting business not doing well with a sharp decline in this month with barely just 1 booking in the month, and then my son having his break up, where it's just not about him, we as parents are also emotionally invested in these relationships, and then my health again going down with throat infection and viral, which is very worrisome for me as this has happened for the second time in these past 3 months.

To add up to all of this the crypto market going down and yet another fall yesterday of Solana dropping down my portfolio value drastically. I feel it's just not the right phase for me.

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Phewww, I do not understand sometimes how to deal with these emotions, I am trying to be calm as much as possible but there are times when I get clouded by too much of negativity and it's difficult for me to deal with it. I have always been a person with a positive outlook, but then I guess sometimes the evil takes over me and kind of starts playing with my mind. It's difficult, when you understand and know and yet not be able to deal with it. I can feel my heart chakra getting heavy and not able to process all these emotions effectively.

My today's emotions is that I am feeling lost. Hopefully tomorrow I will wake up with better energy and thoughts.

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