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RE: Once upon a time, my conflictual relationship with art

in #drawing7 years ago

I think you are awesome! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing about darker bits. It can be a blessing in disguise when you feel you have nothing left and so you take a risk that puts you on a path you were probably meant to be on. It’s hard to look at it that way when your in the darkness, but in hindsight it’s there 💕

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It really felt like running around blind in despair and fear at the time. The feeling of having nothing to live for and nothing to loose somehow replaced the courage I needed to go forth and seek for the best outcome possible, just to see how far I could go. It's not healthy and it definitely was a dangerous mindset but I'm glad I survived and was able to get to where I'm at now. It's also why I liked writing it down. It feels like from where I am now, I can finally give some kind of "happy ending" to all of this eventhough it's far from being over.

Yes to happy endings 💕💕