That's a powerful personal story. Thank you for sharing. It's interesting that you came across magick during serving a prison sentence. It seems like a good use of your time.

I enjoyed reading about your insights and visions of DKMU godforms. I am not sure that my own always conform to 'established standards' if such exist. It seems to me that gods often present to you the aspect of themselves, that you need to see.

My experience of Trigag was empowering. It reminded me that we all have the predatory side, that just want to make life good for ourselves and this is something we need to embrace. Working against this force will do nothing but harm. The survival instinct needs to be weaved into the fabric of life in a constructive form. Denying it does the opposite. Embracing it doesn’t mean indulging each instinct to the full, it simply means acknowledging its place and role and working with it.

663 to me is like a good old friend. I can not help but feel warmth in my heart whenever I think of him. He manifested in my dreams for a long time before I even heard of DKMU etc. In my case its a black cat or a stranger often dressed in black. It's more the mood of the dream, its vibe, that tells me it's 663 than anything else. I feel him more than see him, if that makes sense. I have no clue if that fits with other people experiences of him.

One dream in particular stuck with me. There was this black warrior accompanied by a black panther. He was my enemy and came to attack fortified building I came from. I had nothing to defend myself with. He began throwing javelins at me. The black cat attacked me too. I felt the rush of adrenaline and I grabbed the cats head, twisted it and killed it on the spot. I used its dead body as a shield. Javelins all pierced it instead of me. I collected them as my own weapons. It was very archetypal and shamanistic type of transformation.

In a different dream, he was a stage magician performing on the stage shaped like a ziggurat. He asked me to go on sage to perform some trick and advised that to do that I need to be more mercurial and less grounded. It was a very useful advice for me in real life at the time.

Red King and White Queen both came through very powerful with me as well. @antonchanning and I performed an adapted version of Gnostic Mass, as White Queen and Red King respectively, during Conjunctio week of the godform cycle. I will be sharing my blogs about it some time soon.