Thanks a lot for your nice reply. Time can heal your soul, i know. But i think there will always be a pain inside my chest, but i can handle it. I think it´s okay to be sad about that lost and sometimes i want to cry. It´s okay and you will know it too. There are times when i think about him and smile and times where i only could cry. I was the happyiest grandchild you could ever imagine, knowing that i have such an wonderful grandfather. The memories of him are still with me and they are the best thing i had. Thanks a lot for your comment. I wish you all the best!