I also, recently became a father.. and for the first time, I felt more than ever that I truly had a reason to live.. Even though the time surrounding her birth and after has been controversial and I have not been able to see her for months due to paternity not being proven in the beginning and my baby mama deciding to be vindictive over our relationship ending.. I am keeping my head up because my little girl needs me, fuck myself at this point is how I feel.. Depression can't have me.