You know what man...I am the same way when it comes to weed...I cant be home and not smoke...but if I'm at my girls for over a day or on vacation for over 7 days I can be completely fine without weed. But as soon as I get home and am free I am calling my guy up even though I shouldn't be smoking ...crazy it is demonic in a way but if life is good shouldn't it only enhance the positivity?