Finally I have been looking for something like this for a while now, thanks @mountainjewel, I may not be able to insert great image for this but I hope the content I write is able to touch the heart of anyone reading, I hope to leave a seedling in the heart of the audience and if they might not be able to help me directly achieve my dream I hope it helps indirectly, I guess I should take my time to construct this post....thanks again.