They always say first love doesn't have an happy ending, I never believed it until I experience it, now I am scared to love again, cos my first love gave me a wound that takes a lifetime to heal... It happened 9 years ago, I fell in love with my neighbours daughter but it wasn't really my intention at the Beginning , it all started with friendship, I never knew friendship and being too close would make my heart decide for me, we played, talked and was always together most of the time, people were envious of our friendship, all was going well until I travelled and after few weeks, her thought struck me, I became so uncomfortable henceforth, I had to go back home, when I got home, she was happy to see me but I know things has changed.. Missing someone like that has passed the level of friendship, I didn't even know what love means then but I know something isnt right, after few weeks together, I confessed my feelings to her only for her to tell me she loves me just as a friend and nothing like dating can never occur between us ...i was rejected, I felt so dejected, there was nothing I could do to win her heart, I lost a friend and a lover that very moment as things can never be the same again, I couldn't bear the pain, I left town the following day to stay with my sister, but still my heart hurt, I was down for good six years, I couldn't relate with the world no more, I only work and work all day in other not to think about her, for good six years I bear the pain, atimes at night, when I remember her and the memories of our past flooded me, I shed hot tears.. Love is beautiful, it only takes the right person to make you love the word love... Don't fall for the wrong person and never blame your heart for loving someone ...the heart is never wrong, it only chooses that person that makes you happy!