When the truth doesn't get heard

in #confession8 years ago

Sometimes the person you want to communicate to needs space - when you need closure they leave your life. You want to write something anything to say to them what you feel, what they mean to you, to just communicate. However those words are really all for you. 


It it then pushed me to wonder 


as we creste a deeper connection with our selves and our own internal eternal love - how far does it skewer the boundaries of other relationships - when it is so easy to retreat to and at the same time so vital to reach Out - create a connection with someone - anyone ! 

And how trully important trust is - a trust so deep

in the universe you feel the others and their intent - you understand where they are at even if they don't act like they did - or you wanted/expected - the love 

is still there 


and its the reason you feel

pain anway 


you think it's not flowing 



even though it always is 

you create the feeling the state 


maybe one has always sought to seperste itself to feel more whole while always connected. If so why do we seek relationships in the first place - if the o of our experience is solely our own - and when the feeling of sharing this experience with someone leaves another person and your left with the large hole you had built in your life for them 


and the only option is to love deeper 


seems life gets very paradoxial the more we get deep in there 


and yet always made simple and straight forward 

with love 


wether this is. A loved one gone. 

a lover gone 

or your own love 

seemed to misplace 


I assure you it's all there in time and space 

the grace just wants to show you another way.  



Thank you for your time ...steemit community - made your travels be swift and steady of heart 





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