Thank you for your in-depth reply, I can agree with everything you said above. What I did not think about is that it is a demonic attack. I will investigate this and pray about this. After years of being free of depression I just recently got very depressed in a very short time even to having suicidal thoughts and only now you opened my eyes that it could be a demonic attack. I could not understand why it happened to me so quickly. I confess to God the sinfulness of this thoughts and that God reminded me that I must be grateful for this life that He breathed into me and in a matter of days I was back to my old self. I will make sure to read your other posts. You write very well.