It is so painful to lose or miss a love one in live,so sorry for having this experience, it painful,i see that you are person with a sympathetic heart and good approach.
May the soul of the departed one rest in peace,Amin,I appreciate you people for suspending everything and taking that day an important day to give your love one the last respect.

In your second paragraph, you didn't forget about what your mother like cooking pawpaw( papaya) you stopped by and take it for meal preparation. Thank you for sharing this sorrowful post,may God heal your pains. Amin