I was you, I was like that, and then I just found it by mistake, just a random stumble onto something I never expected, though like anything, it is hard work, and at times easier to live in the town (in winter) but and a big but, maybe if I sort the road out instead of relying on gov, and put in better heating, then maybe, just maybe, next winter I stay put, or go to Thailand for a few months, during the cold spell. :-)