Sometimes I miss you.

in #blog6 years ago

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Sometimes I miss you.


I do not like to admit it and sometimes I refuse to accept it; but I do it.

And I hate you for it.


For making me miss a person who does not exist, for deceiving me and making me want to live in ignorance.


Because I thought everything was fine, and believing your lies made me happy.


And I miss you; but I hate you for it.


Because despite knowing now that nothing you said was true, I'm still waiting for this to end; yearning for everything to be a mistake and come back, and be the same as before.


But I miss you, and I hate you for it.


Because you were not real.

And in the end I realized what you really were.

Only a stranger.

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