Hey lucylin, that is an awesome story, and I would personally like to thank you for posting this. It is helping me. You have been through some pretty heavy shit!
I am not sure quite where to begin and I am no clinical psychologist or any type of special help person. I am not trying to preach either. I have done some pretty stupid things in my life and I have been too hard on myself. You don't need to be hard on yourself. You seem to be a pretty down to earth strong willed person. You will get through anything. The best thing you did is put on Steemit for people to read. All I want to do is give you positive vibes
So, I am going to follow you and up vote you, even though my vote is worth diddly. I will esteem to my 60 followers.
I can tell real shit when I read it.
Thanks for the very nice message. Appreciated, friend.
A lot of people have been through shit, it's not special - it really isn't .
(read some of my traveling posts, I am also one of the luckiest people have ever met. They are all true experiences)
I am strong willed - you are very right on that count.
It's cool, I'm not too hard on myself, I'm really not.
Everything I write is real shit.
5 minute spell I happen to be on.. lol
Thanks for the upvote and follow.
Pretty brave putting all that out there. Nice to have met you. Talk later.
Paul