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I'll do my best to move forward and thanks for the tip. I want to implement that for all of my life but it's easier said than done. I can't argue or disagree with anyone because i'm not feeling very strong right now it's too much, i admit i'm very weak right now in all areas.

I've stopped smoking weed and I feel like a complete mess. All I can do is pray and breath deep and it will be ok. It's sounds like a lot but I'm being honest. I like to get along with people and respectfully disagree, but supportively. I was not respectful last time, it's too much. I have too many issues from the past i'm trying to let go of and I am especially sensitive to others saying anything negative against the Indigenous and I admit it's not good, but that is what is going on with me and i'm working on it.

It's takes a lot of commitment and mind reprograming, so it's best I don't discuss things in public with others that could trigger me and make me go off. I'm trying to improve and feel good that is my main focus. I am paranoid and i don't trust anyone, only 2 people and it's a bad way to live, it's no good for peace of mind. I have to heal and get well. I can't stand what's going on right now outside my door it's too much. I appreciate your tolerance and gentleness towards me it means so much. Take care and i'm really glad we're on good terms now.

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    It's takes a lot of commitment and mind reprograming

    You're not wrong .
    ....Fuck loads of work, in my experience.

    If your feeling vulnerable and sensitive, avoid the internet.
    Doom porn and apocalypses are not what you want to be filling your brain with, right now. (in my opinion)

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    It's so nice to know that you understand where i'm coming from.

    Thank you so much for that great advice and I have been taking time off from watching "doom porn and apocalypses," that's an excellent description.

    I believe watching this negative commentary is what contributed to my current state and you are so right, it' good not to fill our minds with this negative information. I can get wrapped up with things, so I need to be so careful what I spend my time on and absorb into my mind and thoughts.

    I was not able to sleep for a while and this also put me on edge, but this morning after a bath, I was able to get several hours of rest so now I am starting to feel stronger.

    It is really comforting talking to you and i'm very thankful we have a good connection now. Have a relaxing and peaceful day :)

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