Please do share your feelings with close friends. They might not understand your thoughts but will understand your feelings if you share them.
Lots of people felt like you. The world is so much more beautiful if you survive this phase.
Enjoy the world of cryptos! And don't let a downtrend depress you more than you already are. Like cryptos. There will always be an uptrend! Just wait for it ;)
@piranha It's just so hard for me to do it, I don't think I can
But I will surely survive this phase, or at least live with it. I have ever thought of ending my life but is very certain I have no courage to do it, moreover I can't do it knowing the harm it will bring to my family
Thanks for worrying about me @piranha, I appreciate it a lot
Have a good day
Hi Derp, I guess that's good news. I must admit I thought a number of times about you past 2 days.
So..... then you have no other option than make the best out of it! ;)
You are smart and you rock! Why? Well you're in cryptos and found Steemit! So there is one fact we Steemit know about you; you're not stupid!!
Now just start sharing your thoughts with friends or family. They will blaim- and you will regret in years from now if you don't.
Good luck Steemian!
Hi @piranha I'm not sure if you will see this comment, I just saw it now
my eyes get a bit watery reading this from you
Thanks a lot, I get a sudden surge of feel inside me
You actually cared even though we're strangers, it feels very weird but I'm touched
It actually made me sad and happy at the same time, happy to receive care from you, sad that I can't follow your advice yet
I will slowly work my mind through
I do get feeling of release everytime I shared some of my burden here, but recently found out that steem's post can't be deleted
Fear that one day my friends might see my posts, I am no longer going to post such blog here
Thanks a lot, really very much appreciated
Merry Christmas!! @derp91 🎅🖖🏼🕯️🍾