Life and people

Morning was sunny and even 6am, looked very bright and warm, you couldn’t tell time by just looking outside it definitely looked like it’s day time and not early morning, well only thing that could give you clue was people outside there was just couple of them either going to work or walking the dog, others was sleeping or getting ready for work, I would be sleeping too, but my mind is not quiet and my heart aches so I am awake, there is still time till getting ready for work, and yesterday night crying myself to sleep doesn’t help for this morning mood, but I am awake and alive so it’s needs to go own.
Most people are so selfish they wouldn’t see your pain even if you point it out, they have so little understanding about other people, that surprises me. I think even if you point them your bleeding wrist they would be oh that’s no big deal. I know we all are selfish that’s how life is, we live our life not someone else so yes we do things to make our life better and it’s more important than others, but seriously if you see someone suffer and you can hurt that person even more that’s over the limits. I don’t understand this at all.
If you give few minutes to it and think about how your life is and what others do, you would realize that most people are good with words they can say you anything you want to hear, but when it comes to live up to words you would realize that most of them are not there. When you actually need them they don’t stand by your side, they are busy with their things and don’t even turn their head to see if you are okay.
We have just ourselves and it’s how it is, we need to learn to be okay with it.