Hi @piranha I'm not sure if you will see this comment, I just saw it now
my eyes get a bit watery reading this from you
Thanks a lot, I get a sudden surge of feel inside me
You actually cared even though we're strangers, it feels very weird but I'm touched
It actually made me sad and happy at the same time, happy to receive care from you, sad that I can't follow your advice yet
I will slowly work my mind through

I do get feeling of release everytime I shared some of my burden here, but recently found out that steem's post can't be deleted
Fear that one day my friends might see my posts, I am no longer going to post such blog here

Thanks a lot, really very much appreciated