Hi, It seems to me capitalist modernity is a double-bind for women for the most part.
I have my doubts that evolution and the biosphere prepared women for the speed and stresses of the capitalist system. Yet, at its best, for a small percentage of women, life couldn't be better.
I hope you find a way to renew your spirit:)
Just a note that I'm not saying the pre-modern world was better for women. Only that we haven't physically evolved fast enough to deal with the stresses of modern crapitalism.