Why bitcoin excites me and scares me.

Look here I won't lie to you I want to get rich from bitcoin,
But more than the actually money i want to have enough resources to help people.
The whole BTC journey has brought back this love for technology I had jarred from me because of a school system that didnt stress how powerful tech was.
For someone who is invested in bitcoin i must admit i havent done my proper research, but im no more invested than i can take.
Someone said crypto is like a virus that infects you.
Am i prepared for this virus or is the virus just the way it has to be for me to progress.
I've watch enough videos, its maddening trying to shift through the powerstruggles of BTC dominance or The Etherum Dominance.
I want to believe in every coin saying it going to revolutionize this thing and that thing
but you can never know what happens when people are involved(stop loss shawty)
I know one thing though if these coins get results the world we are looking at is going to be one worthy of adventure
All the stuff i dreamed about in my childhood will be maginified for the new generation.
Yes im a little jealous, but ill be right there beside them enjoying it just as much as them