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in #bdcommunity5 years ago (edited)

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Such strange and bizarre allusions that a healthy brain would get sick even if it was heard.
When did you talk a little nicely?
Did you make fun of me?
You laughed at yourself and made me laugh?
Do you have an answer? Can you tell me?
I know you can't answer.
Nah, even then, I still don't get angry.
I do not feel bad, because I do not expect anything from you.
That day, I can say no or not.
One day he said or did not say, I will talk a little!

How do I say? You have to say way, right? You have a friend, Cousin and many others have their relationship, and look at yourself!
There is no profit in saying these things.
Last night I did not knock you, so your anger went out and you dropped the phone! Not once did he think that the boy's mood could be bad! May be angry, let's see what happens.
If you give the phone again showing anger, cut it!
I mean, if you're angry, I'll break your anger, say nice things, smile.
And if I get angry, my mood is bad, you have not once thought and chance?
I have to be happy as a robot all the time, smile like a joker, you have to laugh.
How do you know when you go out, you have changed!
What else is new? When do you understand me?
Am I a human being? What does not make me want to hear someone's stories of my heart with attention? Give me time Do not insist on telling me a little story, if you do not laugh?

Although the dispute is limited to this

Since October she has not known myself for one reason or another, just like her behavior.
His own Masters Final Exam will start, and I didn't have a job in kindergarten until shortly before that.
Because of that, there was a lot of stress, and I was so tired.
I was tired at night and could not wait any longer for him
Didn't talk because she used to go online at 8/12 o'clock.
It was a little troubling because I had a lot of hard work, he didn't like me because I had urine problems and also
I couldn't give time and then.
I was in my house at Gazipur Lost 20 Puratai at that time it would not be so.
That is not what Adahm has endured.
His message typing was not good, but for me it was 2/3 pm messaging!

But at that time I used to sleep in the opposite direction.

On the night of December 5/7, I had a good chat with him again, just like before. Then he said that I will speak on the night of the 21st. Like I said, okay.

But I woke up that day and slept again at 9am!
I forgot to give the phone alarm!
But at 12 o'clock I woke up, took a mobile phone and saw many messages!
Last message was, well, sleep
Good night Get up in the morning

But after seeing that message, I realized something was waiting for me.
He always used to say that I had to come back but I never imagined that!

December 25

I told him all day long, I really did not understand when I was asleep! I talked a lot more but he quietly listened!

Then many more things were said.
I realized I had no ability to explain to him! The mistake was mine.

Have you ever seen someone break up saying "-you and not -type" from the fact that you talk?

I said - no, I didn't see anyone's break.
And I have never heard of such a thing, but why?

ADHAM - Ask someone, then tell me, I'll explain.

I feel so bad I've said a little, I'm not your type?

And give it a replay?

I didn't answer one more!

At last he said,
You and I know that the sky is falling between you and me, don't you?
Bye!

That night I was just watching those messages until dawn!

Thinking in the morning that maybe it would be better to talk later! How angry I am, so I removed my Nick Naim Tao!

Then at noon, I went to the ID,
You can't reply to this conversation!
His ID is Deactive!

I waited, 3 days, 2 days!

Then Insta, tried to contact email all the way but to no avail!

Then I also think, well if the anger subsides, then it will come on its own.
I sought her cousins,
He does not talk to anyone!
Two days and two nights he did not come home, they were in the showroom!

On December 5, I have been waiting all night. No more message!

A few days after that, he activated ID only to know how much their current bill + R and bill were coming in the country.
I was happy to see ID Active that day, crazy! I prayed two rak'at nafal! Okay, but he did not respond!
After the afternoon, he again reactivated!

Two days later, I found out,
Job and join in 6 months of contact!
She is doing her Masters in Paris and CSE.
From that varsity job offer.
He's joining!
It was supposed to be coming to the country in January or February this year, though.
When you don't hear,
This year!
That night and I was crying on the floor crying, the way the kids feel like crying!

Today is the 7th day of February 28th!
He's not with me.
Don't know how! Now I have to cry every night.
I do not want to sleep at night! Not too tired though!
As the night goes on, the cry increases! I can't imagine this life without Adham!

I didn't understand how to take care of him! Proud to be in the corner of his mind, his little quest! Didn't pay and stay! So take care of a loved one as long as he is on the side.
You are wondering why I am saying this with this picture. Because the story doesn't take pictures to tell. It takes mind to tell stories and hear stories
Today, when I saw this sky, this story came to mind so I tell you.
Let me know if you like. Thanks a lot

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