I hate autism

I'm sure I wouldn't be a great person without high functioning autism but it would make a lot of things like dealing with people hard.  I think people don't feel like I'm frendly and think I'm weird when I just don't understand how to show body language to show I'm interested.  It's almost like everyone got to social language handbook with me...

And I'll always be alone and have no friends.  Just a new cat ever 10 years or so.  I feel like society hates the disabled and wants us to stay out of public so we don't make them feel bad.