THE REASON MY HEART IS COLD

Hmmmmm.now,when people ask me for a forever, i have to stop
and think of you.hell yea.i do that to myself.
I have to go back in time and think about those moments when you
when you promised me love that would never end and asked for an eternity in return.i
have to go back and remember those days when you held my hand and said that you wuold
neverlet go..funny me
I grew skeptical of that word. when it all ended,i find it hard though,but i do read
all your leters again.And everytime i came accross that word,something inside me just
broke.so cold right!!!
By the end. after reading and remembering every kind of forever that you had promised
me, there was nothing inside of me left to be broken.and your
memories no longerheld any thing that could break me.those words actually lost its
meaning. you took that away from me and i cant and would not blame you for it.I often
ask myself this question,how could i give you so much power, to take away the faith
i once had in limitless and timeless love??
Anyways, all that is in the past now.The letters are gone, memories all forgotten
and promises all broken.But these words still stays in my mind.
And also the fact that,
I can no longer believe in it again.
isn't it funny?
How a single person can take away everything you held close to your heart, when
they actually leave.....