Cause otherwise, i have to be told what to do. I have to be one of many, I have to develop things that others can use how they like, with no trace from me on it. That's not working. We need more as artists, we need the struggle, we need the feeling that you have not blinked once while doing something great, that not so much people understand how it's done and why. To be the iron man of your world. To feel the emotion when you finish a project and say to yourself- i have an idea for the next one. How many people can say that? How many have the urge to create? To be something more than just a work unit and a consumer? It's hard to be on that side of the fence. It's hard for us as artists cause we have to outdo ourselves every time and that's why we are not that many. That's why we are like superheroes. We struggle so others can be happy :D