How I found my own antidepressant? [STORYTIME] p2
PART 2
How from passion to projecting and making stuff in my garage, I found that I want to make art?
First, I’m not so good at writing in English but I will try my best.
In my last post you will find first part of the story.
Even preparing paint, paintbrushes and a workspace in my garage was such a satisfying moment for me. First splashes of paint were so ugly in my opinion… I thought I prepared everything, but I forgot to prepare myself. I started to ask myself questions, like: “what do I feel right now?” “what am I thinking about?” “Am I worried about something?” and then I started making my first piece of art. When I ended I was shocked, I felt so good, so light just like a feather. I realized that all the splashes and smudges of paint, they represent all my emotions I kept inside, all of emotions which I couldn’t speak about or I didn’t want to. Then I already knew I will be back in garage soon, to do this again.
I don’t consider myself as a big artist who want to have exhibition in every gallery on the world. I think I can’t ever draw nice, but I think the point of art is to show emotions to people and give them part of yourself. For me making art, it’s just like an antidepressant, when I feel I’m full of emotions, I know the best thing I can do is just sit with a sharpie and piece of paper or lock myself in garage and just make another piece of art. Mainly I made them for me and for my satisfaction but one day I decided to show it to the world. I made an Instagram account and post some pictures there, but it wasn’t enough for me, something was missing, and I found it here, on Steemit, because here I can tell you something about me, and my work. I can invite you to my world.
I will show you my paintings soon, and there is my first one.
Frame was also made by me.
