S I D E R E A L

Void doesn’t exist, they are always atoms over atoms, life itself is an astronomical event, facts that eclipse, orbits of thoughts, ¡gagma rays as ideas! Families like solar systems, and people comets that go by and adorn your sky, every behavior of a Human-Planet is a color, multicolor, ¡multitotal!.

I recognize that one of the reasons of frustration more constant in my life have been the searching of failure authenticity, Well, every time I get locked inside me and from me born an idea or an image, I find it deepened in the past or as a new project in someone else's future.

I remember the first series of drawing that i made jealously, specifics sceneries, adapted to metaphorized realities and reconstructed by premises to which I attached myself to death and which only they obeyed to my satisfaction, only without communication with no possibilities of being influenced, onetime time this series of sketches are ready I dared to show them to my drawing teacher, who don’t hesitate a second to categorize me, what you are doing is called “symbolism”, he told me, he took from his smartphone some images of artist with symbols incredibly similar to mine, frustrated I ask myself why?, why out success I resigned myself.

I remember a still life project which i decided as composition a skull on top of books, when I showed it to my teacher, he said, ¡ha! The symbol of wisdom no? When I arrived at home I found a million of similar samples…

To avoid this, I avoid in my formation to studying anything deeper, more than myself, this would be the formula of the total authenticity, failed before the previous samples, and today I speak about this topic because I think have understood what is happening.

Of why if i paint today, my painting has a similar approach to what years ago did Rembrandt but of course much better than what I could, because what I drawing with too seriousness, seems to be connected to a kind of universal language.

We are mining wisdom, and this mines are spaces that resonant exist in a no material part of the universe, our minds move on like birds and tell us what they see, we can materialize o better bring it to this plane, in some form is close to something else more of what i did, is because i have been where someone bring it too.

From a few years to here, i have changed my concept of investigation, i have understood that my thoughts are mine, what is more correct to say -I am- than -it's me-, then, having an idea I identify it among the stars, I revive them in other minds, and I enrich it as much as I can, definitely the field in which I move now is the symbolism and as I have checked my concepts finding them within other concepts, I have discovered new ones, and I do not doubt that in a night of reading, I get a deeper explanation of this that I think what happens with me, my ideas and those of the world.

The periodic table was discovered by two people at the same time, and even though I no longer see topics of the discovery with the same eyes, I will continue investigating, converting feelings into letters and images and maybe one day I will arrive at new mental grounds that will bring new experiences to me and the world.