Where did all my years went? But at least I had accomplished something

Source - @cryptopie

I am this old now.

Source - @cryptopie

I still look young, like a teenager but my skin is beginning to wrinkle.

I lack experience on many things in my life including being social, trades, and skills. It is because I stopped going to College when I felt that my body will not get some improvement sooner in those prime years of my life. My body was never in condition to do anything which is why I never had any experience being employed although I did sold some repacked (by myself) nuts, and candies when my mother was still operating her variety store.

The plan was I will take-over the store of my mother and improve it but after my body just went south to make me not even able to carry my merchandise. I stopped until my health's southern downfall went spiraling vertical, I can't stop it.

Well thanks to my loving family I survived to this current light from the Sun but of course I give credit to God's love, mercy, and patience for my soul. Thanks a million to God and the highest praise is unto him, now I reached a level of success that not much people can ever achieve, that is financial-wise.

But I missed on achieving a normal life as I felt abnormal and weak even when I was still young until I sensed that I am not other people. It could have been okay still if I didn't developed complications of being a dialysis patient especially with my bones which is hard to manage, it had given me a disability coupled with this marked weakness which had been plaguing me ever since I was still young.

My younger years went into waiting and waiting. Like waiting for a bus which never came because I waited for my body to recover not knowing that it will never recover until my vital organ had conked-out on me and had set me to walk in a roughest path of life. I just suffered all throughout my past decades of stay here on earth and basically didn't experienced any joy at all and have to just deal with it and struggle.

But with all my struggles, there now came a level of achievement. It still fascinates me until this day on how my life improved in terms of some success on my life like for example, I am already making it a reality to build a house for myself and my parents which was years ago was never in my mind that I could ever achieve but it is a tangible reality that I can be proud of because it is a rare occurrence as people belonging to my sector doesn't fare good in our situation in life as most doesn't experience any happy ending.

Life is still beautiful despite the hardships and I regretting anything now for me is pointless as it will not amount to anything. SO I am just focusing on achieving more betterment in my life and one of it was accomplishing my current goal and then praying to God to improve my life because of course, with God's mercy and grace, things which are seemingly impossible to happen does happen, like what happened in my peculiar life although to some people my life is a joke.

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