Steem4nigeria Accelerator Contest Week 98: The phase of my life I would never like to experience again.
I am @hudamalik20 from Pakistan. I hope you all are doing great in your life. Today, I am participating in this contest Steem4nigeria Accelerator Contest Week 98: The phase of my life I would never like to experience again in Steem4Nigeria Community.
What do you understand by tough/challenging season of life?
In our life, we face both happy moments and hard times. But when a tough season comes, it feels like the hardest time ever. It’s a time when we are fighting with something inside ourselves or our life situation becomes so difficult that nothing feels right.
During such a phase, we don’t feel like ourselves anymore. Even if everything around us looks good,z we feel empty from the inside. We don’t want to be a burden on others, so we stay quiet. We start avoiding people, and even our favorite things stop making us happy.
It feels like the whole world has turned against us. We don’t feel like talking to anyone, and we just want to stay alone. Sometimes, we feel so tired of fighting with the situation that we even start thinking, “When will this life finally end?” because we’re completely exhausted.
In that season, it feels like it will never end. We lose interest in things we once loved. We stop doing what makes us happy. Even doing small tasks feels like a big burden. We feel mentally drained and tired. Eveen if something good is in front of us, our mind turns it into something negative, thinking it will also hurt us.
That is what a challenging season means to me. It’s not just a problem it’s a deep pain inside the heart and mind that affects everything around you.💔✨
Have you ever experienced a very tough season of your life that almost broke you? If yes, share with us
Yes, I have faced many difficult times in life, and I always tried to stay hopeful and positive. But there was one phase that almost broke me completely physically, mentally, and emotionally. I felt like I had no strength left to fight.
A few years ago, I was diagnosed with tuberculosis (TB). It was one of the worst and scariest times of my life. I became very weak, lost a lot of weight, and was always coughing. I had no energy to do anything, and my body felt lifeless.
The problem became even harder because the TB medicine was only available in government hospitals, and our private doctor also referred us there. So I had no choice but to go to a government hospital for treatment.
The condition of the hospital was terrible dirty, crowded, and full of stress. The doctors and staff didn’t treat patients with care or kindness. I had to wait for hours to get medicine, and sometimes I felt like I was not even a human being just a number in a long line. That treatment made me feel worse than the disease itself.
Even though my family supported me a lot, I could see they were also emotionally tired and worried. It was painful for me to see them like that. I felt guilty for being the reason behind their stress, even though I knew it wasn’t my fault. But that’s how our heart thinks when we’re suffering.
That phase made me feel broken. I cried silently many times, thinking I wouldn’t survive. I lost hope. I stopped enjoying anything, and I just wanted the pain to end. It was the darkest time of my life, and I still remember it like it happened yesterday.
How did you manage to scale through that phase
Getting out of that painful phase wasn’t easy at all. But the first thing I did was turn to Allah. I kept praying every day, asking Him to help me and give me the strength to heal. I believed deep inside that only He could take me out of that darkness.
At one point, I had even started hating myself. I had become so thin, my hair was falling badly, and my face didn’t look like me anymore. My dark circles weent so deep that anyone could tell I was seriously ill just by looking at me. I didn’t want to see myself in the mirror. I didn’t feel like I was the same person.
But slowly, I told myself: “No, I have to love myself again.”
I made a decision that when I get better, I will take care of my health, my skin, my body, and my mind.
So I started working on myself. I focused on eating good food, improved my diet, and made sure to take my mediciine on time. I did light exercise when I had the energy, and most importantly, I didn’t put pressure on my body or mind. I gave myself time to heal.
And throughout all of this, I kept my faith in Allah. I told myself, "InshaAllah, everything will be fine one day."
That hope and that belief gave me the strength to move forward, little by little.
If you were offered a million dollars to go through that ugly phase again, will you gladly do?
No, never. Not even for a million dollars. That phase almost crushed me completely. It stole my energy, my confidence, and my happiness. Even though I survived it, I never want to go back to that pain again.
There’s a famous saying:
"Jaan hai to jahaan hai"
If you have life and health, you have the whole world.
When we are healthy, everything around us feels good. We don’t need money to enjoy life we need health. If I am healthy, I can earn money by working hard. But if I’m sick, even money can’t give me peace.
That time was full of stress, weakness, and pain. I don’t want to ever feel that way again. I just want to feel healthy, calm, and peaceful in my body and in my mind. That is what matters to me more than anything else.
That's it from today’s blog. I hope you liked it. With best wishes. Now I would like to invite:
@neelofer @norat and @pathanasana to participate in this amazing contest.
Thanks a lot for reading.
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