The Diary Game: Still In The Process Of Healing/ A Day Of Rest [02/06/2025]

in Steem Cameroon3 days ago

Good day my friends and a happy new month and week to everyone once again, I bring you the best of every regards from Nigeria, today is yet another day to share how my day went and I also hope to see as yours went as well, let's get to it.

Waking up in the morning, I was beginning to feel like me again, my bones were strong unlike that of yesterday so I stood up and said some words prayers and then took a picture of myself while standing at my window and was just looking at the sky and admiring such a beautiful day I have come to partake in.

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just waking up

The time was already 10pm so I hurriedly made pap with bread and ate it for breakfast before taking my medication after which I called the nurse and told her how I was fairing and she assured me I was going to be fine that it will be for a while.

Then I called my friend I offended the previous day and apologized to her because while I was still lying there on the hospital bed, nothing else mattered, nothing for really made sense to me so it makes me wonder why I would keep grudges with people if at the end of this life we will all go back to our creator alone just as we came, I had to reconcile and hopefully I am forgiven just as she told me she has.

After that, I called the therapist that handled my file at the hospital and told her about how I was fairing as well and we talked so much on phone that my airtime finished and I had to call her on whatsapp call and we talked, she talked to me and also promised me I will be fine at the end of all these trauma and yes I believe I will be fine.

When I finished making those calls, I stepped outside to go and the drum under the rain so that I could fetch it and use later as it was beginning to rain heavily, after doing that I took a picture of myself then went back inside to lie down and read my Bible.

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stepping outside

I was still on my Bible when I slept off, I only woke up around 4pm and went outside to go and watch football so that I could ease my mind and for some reasons I was beginning to feel at home and right now all I want to do is make peace with myself and live right and make it right with God and nothing else really matter.

When I came back from watching football, I came and prepared rice and ate, infact I dished so much and ate till I couldn't stood up from where I sat to eat, I sat there for some time and when I was beginning to feel relieved I just entered bathroom and had my bath.

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the rice I prepared And ate

When I finished having my bath I was bored inside so I stepped outside to sit and write my diary, though I don't like noisy environment but at the same time I don't even want depression to set in because I decided to stay quiet so I went outside and wrote my diary even when there was too much noise out there and after that I came back inside to rest.

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just relaxing outside

While on my bed, I prayed to God to forgive me once again because right now I am only confiding on Him to forgive me of all my wrong-doings. After I said some words of prayers I pushed my phone aside and went to bed and that was a day well spent by yours truly, till my next diary friends, do well to take care of yourselves and stay safe out there, much love from me to you all.

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