RISING FROM THE ASHES: FINDING STRENGTH AFTER A TOUGH WEEK

jemilatbuhari (52)in Steem Cameroon • 2 months ago

Last week was very hectic. A lot of things were happening at the same time. It was so stressful and overwhelming. It was scary too.

I didn't feel that zeal of doing anything. I lose focus and interest in a lot of things, especially the things I used to love doing. I was empty inside and outside too. I was literally not feeling myself. I couldn't eat either.

All these started on the 16th of February when a Korean actress died. According to the news, she committed suicide.

I cried my eyes out that day and the next day and the next but on the 19th I was able to go shopping for my new business only for a friend to die and the rest of the week just got crazy. More crazy that ever.💔

I was really tired. I cried my eyes out and I couldn't do anything. Above everything, I suffered a heart break from a friend who was supposed to be by my side. I understand that not everyone is staying in our lives forever but this was just the wrong timing. He ended our friendship at the wrong time.

Yesterday, I spent all of it sleeping and watching a movie called TOMORROW. I think I gathered lots of strength from that movie. Imagine watching a full series in a day. That was how empty and not busy I was.

The movie talked about what happens after death. Fiction or not, I just believed everything because I was grieving.

I woke up this morning and I was feeling better. I got the zeal to push life again, picking everything from where I left it. Sighs. I hope the day and the week and the remaining of the month is filled with good news and financial uplifting.

Since I got up from bed, I said my prayers and I've been listening to the JESUS by ALPHA BLONDY.