I am not so sure what you mean by being disappointed. Does everyone here first look in someone's wallet before they start talking to someone?

Your wallet looks way better than mine, and I've been writing here for many years, having written over 4,000 posts, and a tenfold, if not more, with all accounts. I can tell you that I didn't make many friends, but those I made are good people.

Debts is what will eat you and there's no escape or way to start new if yiu don't get rid if them. Trust me, there's always a way. Set the steps and stay focused on the goal, and don't get into more debt. Also, let everyone do his share. In the end, we are all responsible for our own life.

I am happy to hear you have friends who took you out and listened at least I hope that is what they did. Many times, dear sister, someone willing to listen is enough to see the solution.

What helped me in times of need was: taking distance and look at the situation like we look at a drama series. If we watch these series, we always know what will happen next.

I also learned that many problems solve themselves and they are not worth a sleepless night. Just write them down to empty the mind.

A big hug to you.
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