I am so sad, I hope my life is fine😞

A lot has been going on with me lately. For the past months I not really been happy, I have been passing through a very hard time and just when it seems like I was beginning to find some air to breath again and something bad happens to me gain.

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There are some things that happes to you and you won’t just know how you feel or how you should express yourself. I don’t know if I should cry, but crying cannot suffice the pain and sadness I feel. I just don’t know how to describe what’s going on inside of me but I just know that I am not feeling alright and I am very sad.

For some days now, things have been very rough with me. Infact, I have had no money with me and I know how I have been managing myself just to get by and save a little money from my blogging. I didn’t have money with me and for me to even survive the week was through the help of a friend who gave me some money to mage for the week and here I was hoping that I will save some money and use it for my weekend after I pay off the debt I was owing.

I was hoping to sell the small steem that have accumulated in my wallet and then be able to use it for the weekend only for the worse to happen. I wanted to transfer the steem to my wallet and I don’t know what happened and I mistakenly sent it without a memo, I had never made this type of mistake before and the whole thing just happened too fast.

I was just lost for words and too shocked cos I don’t even know what to do. Like the whole thing happened like a drama to me. My heart is pained. My mood just changed and I am just lost. My weekend has just been messed up like this and I don’t even know what to do.

I was thinking there’s hope when I thought of reaching out to the customer support of the exchange only to see that there’s a 20 usdt fee attached to fund retrieval. How can I pay that amount for an amount not even up to that. Even if I had the fee won’t I simply use it to go and take care of myself for the weekend and pay my debts.

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I don’t know if I should cry but crying won’t even suffice the pain in my heart. My house rent is already due and here I am loosing the little money that I have. I don’t even know who to talk to. Those steem was my two plus weeks effort at blogging and it would have gone along way to help me this weekend but here am I. What do I do now. I feel so sad and pained. This loss feels like a million naira loss cos right now, I don’t even have a dime with me. How can I be loosing money when I have barely enough to fend for me. I have received three rejection letter over the week as I am looking for job and here I am. I am just writing this hoping that talking about it will ease the sadness and pain in my heart. I am so sad, I just hope my life is fine. 😞