The Diary Game |12-04-2025 | "I'm fighting with myself to keep myself well."

With the guests in the morning

Times are going very badly in all aspects. My physical and mental condition is fragile. I have been trying very hard to stabilize myself and it is not working. This has been happening to me for the past few days. Today I am going to share my diary of a day where I am not having a very good day.

Breakfast

I woke up in the morning because I didn't sleep well last night because I had two guests coming here yesterday. When guests come to a bachelor flat, it's difficult to sleep at night. The same thing happened in my room. I had to leave the bed for them and sleep on the floor. I didn't sleep well because of the mosquitoes. When I woke up in the morning, I tried to sleep again but I couldn't. I got up and had breakfast with my friends. I will go to the library but my guest's exam is at 2 pm so he will stay in my room until noon. Before I come to the library, I will call a younger brother of my flat to close the main gate after my guest leaves in the afternoon.

I reached the library and started studying. I have 3 preliminary exams online today, so I have to finish the syllabus. I finished one exam sitting in the library before noon. I continued studying at noon, even though all the readers had gone out for their lunch, I continued studying until the afternoon. After finishing my studies I came out because I am hungry so I have to return home.

I am waiting in an autorickshaw alone. Two more passengers will leave if the autorickshaw leaves. I am waiting in an autorickshaw on the side of the road. After a while, two passengers arrived and the auto started moving. I reached home, took a bath and had lunch. I went to sleep to rest for some time. I woke up in the afternoon and spent some time on the roof. Roses are blooming in the roof tub which looks beautiful.

I came down from the roof, made a cup of tea and sat in my room. I felt bored in the room, so I called my friend and asked him to meet me. We sat in the field and chatted until night. I calmed myself down and came to the room. Being alone in the room makes me feel very lonely, which affects me physically and mentally.

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