I remain enthusiastic to continue this journey in life
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Hi friends... I hope everyone's day is always happy and enjoyable.
Today I tried to get back up, I don't want to be sad, I don't think bad things and I don't want to worry. But still in my brain it can't be forgotten. For the past few days, I no longer have the enthusiasm to live, I honestly feel like I'm helpless. But I will always try to cheer myself up from this chaotic zone.
Because of yesterday's problem, I always remember it every night. Because I just asked my grandmother for help. But their words made me helpless. Don't worry, everyone will get karma. Maybe that day was their happy day. But remember? One day they will understand that life is difficult. Even though they think I'm bad. I still wish them the best.
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It's about exhaustion and sadness. Even though millions of people cheered me on. For example, my heart is sad, but I'm not enthusiastic. But... I have my own way. I can still entertain myself in my own way. Let bygones be bygones. The important thing is that I have to work hard and be confident so that all problems are resolved.
In the morning after I did several activities at home, such as washing dirty clothes, washing dishes and helping my mother cook, after that in the afternoon my mind didn't really improve. I tried contacting a friend and asked about selling clothes online.
Because for the past few days it has been the mother's job to sell at the kiosk from morning. And in the afternoon, after my little sister named "Laila" comes home from school, her job is to sell at the kiosk until the afternoon... So these past few days I have been busy looking for another job. Even going around several cities to apply for jobs, I got a better job and a more decisive economy. But unfortunately until now I haven't found a job.
In the afternoon at around 15:00, my village friends and I have started this business for more than a week, namely selling clothes that people don't wear online anymore. Or in clearer language, Selling online. Thank God. This work helps a little, our people start working online for just two hours or three more hours live via cellphone with their village friends. Usually each of us sells live online and the most clothes are only four that are sold online.
In the afternoon after selling online with village friends. This afternoon the rain was very heavy. I couldn't take any photos on the way because it was raining so hard. Moreover, my cellphone often experiences errors because the storage space is full. It was so necessary that I went by motorbike alone and used a raincoat to go to my friend's place who works at the passport or visa office.
Because my passport last month had a bit of a problem. Namely, there is a problem with the name having the wrong letter. A few days ago or more than two weeks from now I have fixed it. Actually, my passport was ready to be repaired a long time ago by my friend who works at the passport office. Because a few days ago I was very busy with problems, this afternoon even though it was raining very heavily I still went to a friend's house to get my passport.
So guys. Long story short, the passport photo above. I took the photo when I returned home. The trip to get your passport is a little far. Because my friend's house is about an hour away from my house.
Thank you for stopping by my post, see you...Bye, bye!
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semangat dek.. great things takes time
Every moment of your blog was very beautiful.
Hey girl, I'm very sorry about your condition. You're not helpless neither alone, God will work things out for because he's with you always. Don't mind what people says about you, keep living your life the way it please God and he'll be there to comfort you, you look pretty cute on your picture so don't let any negative words to ruin your day..
Good morning dear.🤗
I still don't understand what kind of problem you are having.But! If you trust in God and ask for help in solving any problem, God will definitely fulfill it.May the Almighty God bless your online business.Prayers and love will be with you, Insha-Allah.
Do not give up sis.
Every problem has a solution.
Just believe in your capability.
There are some people who are not happy helping others, but there are also people who are happily supporting you and that is the people in the Steemit community:)