The result of failing to focus🥱
Because I lost focus, I ended up writing incorrectly on this platform according to the directions given. When I wanted to write about whales, I suddenly became busy telling stories about dolphins. After I finished writing and wanted to post it.
Don't forget to look for a picture of a whale and when I realized it wasn't a dolphin, I immediately felt ashamed of myself for being too carried away by my chaotic feelings, how could I not, just yesterday the owner of the fishpond came and today said he wanted to sell it because he needed a lot of money to open a business in his village.
The price is also not kidding, above 200 million rupiah, while my husband and I do not have that much money, even if I have to power done my money will not be enough, especially with the very cheap price of Steem. However, if we do not buy it, we will not have a place of business anymore
I hope my story this time won't be laughed at, if it is laughed at, let's laugh together, I'm ready😝
Here's the story:
It seems like my hopes have to be buried deep, especially when I read the word whale and this reminds me of the enthusiasm to be able to get the first whale in my one year old Steemit account, I am very happy to see other friends making posts celebrating their umpteenth whale.
There was also a feeling of envy wanting to be able to get my first whale, but my target was missed, I did not immediately give up because something requires a process and when I realized this I felt that maybe my efforts were not optimal, I also have an ambition to make my children happy with the results that I will get later, but I don't know when.
Now what makes me really sad is not the problem of not being able to get the first or second whale, but my salary has not been paid for two months so that to buy books for my children I have to borrow from friends first.
This is what it's like to be a commoner who is always a victim, being patient and continuing to be patient is an option, I wonder why the government is delaying the payment of our salaries, even though we work every day, a salary that may not be much for them but means a lot to us who need it right now to be able to fill our hungry stomachs.
Terimakasih buat temanku @wakeupkitty dan @aneukpineung78